| | What do i do? Remember when you asked am i everything, nothing to you? weren't they the same thing at once upon a time. I miss you. the you that wanted me so much. the one who went out of his way to just randomly call me to say hey, i miss you. I know we agreed to take it slow, and maybe im rushing it, but that lack of emotion is getting to me. I mean, i know i mean somthing to you, i just dont know how much. are you as in love with me as i am with you ? "I dont want to be wrong, but it does feel right." I just dont know what to do. You determine my mood oh so much. Today, i went to the lake, all i did was think of you, i call you, no answer, i call again, yet again no answer. i understand you have hella shizz to do right now, but all im asking is for five seconds just for me to hear you say hey you. that's all that it would take for my mood to change for wiating and anticipation and hoplesslness to yayy, im on his mind too and it'll make me feel whole again. Maybe i'm just being pessimestic like i always am and i know you hate that, but i dont know what to do. do i keep pushing and trying really hard to win your heart completely again or do i back off, and just let you slowly come to me but if i do that would you think i didnt care. what can i do to get you back, i'll do anything, im trying to spoil you and pretty much all my money right now is going towards you and college. tell me, what can i do ? i'll do ANYTHING! anything...i broke a guy's heart just so i can be free and fly back to you. i finally went up to Marysville to say hi to you and im currently in the process of making a scrap book for you, trying to do corny things to see you smile. TELL ME. whaat can i do ?? ill do it. you name it and ill do it. cause your love, is worth it. I want that beautiful that Arie talks about. But tell me, do you or dont you want this nothing with me. tell me. soon please. |
| | Posted 6/28/2007 12:44 AM - 11 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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