| | Entourage Debutant: Shannon Eligio Escort: Carl Romero Sarah Pena - Joey Bisig Kimi Cabusao - Ryan Drexler Angelynn Patubo - Jermaine Jose Leah Cate - Nick Perez Malia Makahanaloa - Matt Riche Melia Hall - Jon Gomez Chirstina Calata - Darian Broadhead Stephanie - Daniel Pham Debut planning has started. shiizzz.hella stressful already. btw, if you would like to home. its april 21st. hit me up, i gotz ta RSVP. $20 per head. gahh`. ballin`. i got my dress already. =] and now im gettin` two more. cheaay boi. and i got my girl's dresses already. buttah` lips. i want some more buttah`. so its been three weeks since we've been together, me and this white boi. we're doin` iight, no complaints, content. and my new found family, pretty much what's keepin` me up. and im thankful. i talked to him the other night though. he was gone, but he's the sweetest drunk i've ever met, and somthin` tells me he's really feelin` everything that he said. and..gahh`. i really want that fairy tale romance with him, yeah, im stupid and ridiculous for actually thinking that could happen, but then i feel like it could. like, one day we'll actually meet eachother at Queenann Hill and talk there for hours just watching the sunset or sunrise or both. i really want that day to come, i really felt like he was it, when we were together, and one night fucks everything up. and this perfect fairy tale dream land, ends to shit. and two months of wondering what the fuck you want from me, kiilled me...so i gave up, but you gave up first. sorri i wasnt good enough, but i thought my heart would be good enough. corny yes, but how i truly felt. buuut that's all to shit now. gotz me a lighter shade. different indeed, i see him everyday. yes, very different indeed. also, im the expereinced one now. so im working on my patience. nothing to complain about though. im content. i know with him i could be more then content. but like he said. i shouldnt want so much in life. and so im not taking n e thing for granted and im content. yezziir. |
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